My last FIVE days to be 17!!!!!!!!

From a nerd to a crazy gal;

from envying to loving;

from struggling to living;

from tears to laughters;

from piercing-less to earring-lover;

from hating HK to LOVING HK...

I am young and free;

I have my dream and my time;

I can live with the biggest smile,

because of the nice breeze;

because of the texture of a comfie blanket;

because of a steamy shower;

because of a great run;

because of learning something I love;

because of feeling useful;

because of a sip of the sweetest coffee;

because of a cute make-up;

because of the clothes I bought in a whim;

because of seeing something new and fresh;

because of meeting people and having deep conversations

and most of all,

BECAUSE OF HAVING MET THE BEST FRIENDS OF ALL.!

                            I LOVE YOU GUYS                                 

Let's live this life to the extreme.

Let's love this life to the extreme.

"I slipped into my flip-flops, and I can go anywhere in the world."

"Love EVERY day. You can never live it again."

"The best way to screw your life is not to do the thing you love."

"The smell of my perfume with a cup of hot coffee in my hand make my day."

"Yes, it is hard; Yes it is stupid; Yes, you can't get it. So what? Love it anyway."

CARMEN 2007 <3

Today's soooooooooo weird... I met NOBODY in cafe the WHOLE day!!!

"You were very independent before, why are you so clinging now?"

Because I was too independent, for a whole freaking year. Not being with people... would remind me of those days which I don't want to remember.

"I'm never worried about you. I always have faith in you. You will trash everything that're on your way."

Thank you for reminding me this. I was a tough girl; I am one, and I will be one.

"What did you want the day you came to UST? Always remind yourself of that. Then you'll find your way."

It was simple: "Make a difference. Love. Enjoy."

"Change your world view."

I can feel it.

"I believe in you."

"I think you can make it through."

I know I will, too. But I could never without you guys.

Thanks so much Sunni... Always best time with you...

Colin... I miss you so much too... and thank you for making me cry everytime you msn with me.

Anna...lovie.. sorry I wish I could have more time with u =(

Joseph... Studying with you is never boring... haha... Don't forget to enjoy the ride.

OH MY GOD

I feel soooooooooooooo stupid!!!

Why do I always do things like this!!! Ai ya I hate this feeling! GROW UP CARMEN! OH MY GOD =(

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It's over.

Completely over. You're not coming back to my world like this.

Maybe 10 years later with your Thai wife and a fucked up life.

Maybe never again.

But not like this.

You've made it worse.

You've made me a worse fool.

I like you so much, but it's too late.

"When it's gone, it's gone."

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"Welcome to my world"

Often, I forget what I was thinking in the very past second.

Often, I don't know how I feel.

Often, I don't know what I am actually doing.

I love to look people in the eye during conversations.

I love when the sun shines on my bare face, with my eye closed.

I love when I carry nothing but myself to places where I don't need to think about anything but the things naturally pop up.

I love to smell my hair: trace of perfume; trace of memory.

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Babies...I miss you girlies too much =(

I'm defo not a good sister... but I will pray for you, always <3